THAMEENA NAZAHA

Thameena : Valuable, precious
Nazaha: purity, honesty

Hello good mothers….
My mother gave me the name Thameena Nazaha, which means Purity, Honesty and Precious, inspired by my mother's story to her.
Mother said
"Mother, please accept the baby in this womb, I am indeed sinful and have made many mistakes because I got pregnant out of wedlock, but the baby in this womb is good, innocent and still pure white."

Actually, my father wanted to take responsibility and marry my mother when he found out that I was in his womb, but my mother could already see that living in a marriage with my father would bring a lot of suffering for me and my mother in the future.

Several times my mother experienced physical abuse, she was hit, strangled, kicked, and my father was exposed to online gambling so that he became emotionally and mentally very unstable, and he was in a lot of debt in several places.
Mother has been working for quite a long time and has a good job, unfortunately, mother cannot save, while she was with father, her salary was always used to pay off the debt that had to be paid in installments every month, a debt made by father.
This is what makes mom feel insecure, she feels like she won't have a good future if she marries dad.
Mother doesn't want me to suffer if I have to live in an unhappy marriage.

Mother had been following the foundation's IG for quite a long time, and finally contacted the foundation when she was 5 months pregnant, after much thought and consideration.
After she was sure and felt this was the right decision, my mother contacted the foundation. After going through numerous procedures and asking many questions, she was finally accepted into a safe house. She came and lived there since I was pregnant, and after I was born, she returned to her hometown to continue her life.

Now I'm at the foundation, with my brothers and my midwife, with my sister Maggha...
My mother said that human life depends on karma, therefore, plant good karma in this life so that later it will bear good fruit. According to my mother, handing me over to the foundation so that later goodness will come into my life, because my mother wants me to live well, be well-nourished, have a safe house, not lack anything, get love from the midwives. Although for many people my mother's act of handing me over to the foundation is a wrong act, but they are not in my position 🥺, so they don't understand what it's like to be a mother.

My mother said that since becoming a member of the foundation family, I have been a good child and easy to care for, always smiling and rarely fussy.
My sister Maggha also said that I was a "happy baby." From the first glance, she knew what my character would be like. Let online moms guess, am I an introvert or an extrovert?
The right one will get hugs and kisses from me….❤️