KAYPO THIAGO INIGO

My name is Kaypo, which means heart, Thiago, which means may God protect, and Inigo, which means angel. Can you online mamas interpret my names above?

My mother contacted me when I was still in the womb, my mother asked me to think a hundred times before deciding to hand me over to the foundation.
Two months later, Mom contacted her again. She asked me to reconsider and suggested that she try caring for me first, but that she could contact her anytime.

Mom tried to take care of me as suggested by her, she said that no matter what, a child should be taken care of by his own biological mother...
But when I was almost 40 days old, my mom called me again and told me a lot about her life over the past two months. About her family's rejection, about the difficulties of being a single parent, about her family's views, and about her mental state.

And mom said, "Mom, I gave up my child not because I don't love him, in fact I really love my child, but I know that if he lives with me, he will have a difficult life."

Mom had tried to find a foundation on the island of Java, but for some reason it didn't work out. Mom felt that I would be safe if I became part of the Metta Mama Maggha family. Mom was sure I would have a better life, she wanted me to have parents. Mom also didn't want me to be criticized and called an illegitimate child because I was born out of wedlock, because where Mom came from, having a child out of wedlock was a disgrace and brought shame to the extended family.
And finally mom took me to Bali to Metta mama & maggha.

Whatever it is, I am grateful to my mother, who has taken good care of me during the 9 months in the womb, and cared for me during these 2 months, giving me breast milk for two full months.
I know…mom has tried….
If this is the best path for me, please pray for me.... one day I will be a good child, who is able to share kindness from the heart, like the name my mother gave me, which means heart.

Kaypo dear…you are good, you are kind and you are special. We are going to love you...